just like gay

i live at kg kota,near to wcy and for Kelantanese, wcy is well known for the pasar malam cause it's still open till late at night and big?..i dunno...but what i really want to say here..it pretty scary if you walk alone to the pasar malam wcy even if there are a always a lot of people there..y?because from my observation, it looks like gay party..i'm sorry to say this...to all worker or penjual2 or "tok peraih"...you work really hard..i know that but please put your shirt on...you guys are everywhere...and without shirt and sagging pant!...man!pull your pant up!..angkut barang sana sini..i really and completely understand your work,it hot and tiring but i just can't take it, it pretty scary i guess everyone have the same feeling
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arghhh ...pleaseee

smoker

i seriously hate the smokers!...the fumes make me feel sick and i dont know...their attitude are also tak-boleh-blah!..cause some of them said "stop complaining if you dont like me smokin or you cant stand the smell go away then you dont have to smell"...respect others okay?!~..if you really want to smoke go far far away from others..not in public...i've been surrounded by the smokers and it so pissed me off..i cant go away from that place cause i have my purpose to sit there..ta paham..i choose to sit there at first place and you came next to me and smoke. luckily i always have my perfume in my bag..spray it in front of you..hamek kau~~~...tolong la paham!T_T

gout!....

abah ade gout,kaki die bengkak,nak pakai sliper pun tak muat...da banyak hari da...
tak tau nak tolong macam mana...kena tolong abah berpantang..tak boleh makan ikot suke..aah~...nak jadi dr bley..(tau2..terlambat da..haha)..
hari tu mak beli banyak sangat buah dokong..abah tak boleh makan..nanti sakit..tambah2 hari tu abah cakap die rase mcm nak lelah..so lagi la tak boleh makan dokong...hari tu makan dokong sambil ngadap tv,abah tengok.."mintak sket.."...haha..."tanak kasik~"..(dalam hati-jangan tengok muka abah!jangan tengok muka abah!...nanti kesian..)...mak pun dah kena pancaran bersinar mata abah,mak bagi udang kat abah..esoknye bengkak trus kaki tu..hadoi~
pastu abah makan donut dengan roti...search2 hari tu pasal gout diet,tak boleh makan makanan yang high purine...tengok kat list tu yeast high purine...terlambat plak nk halang..huhu...

cek list makanan tak boleh dimakan :

anchovies, organ meat (brains, kidney, liver, sweetbreads), game meats, gravies, yeast, meat extracts, sardines, herring, mackerel, scallops.

cek list yg digalakkan makan :

cherry, tomatoes, bananas...

"A balanced diet for gout sufferers includes foods that are high in complex carbohydrates, low in protein and low in fat."




susahla...banyak sangat makanan yang abah tak leh makan....
hari tu abah batuk,mak plak ade hal..abah suh belikan ubat batuk...nasib baek kakak ade,drive gi farmasi beli ubat batuk...tu la...da cakap..bagila saye drive..kalo kakak takde sape nak belikan?..........ahhh...rase sangat tak berguna...

tak thuke gigi bongsu!

aahhh....ya Allah..bengkak!orang cakap bila gigi bongsu dah nak tumbuh memang sakit sampai boleh demam...ingatkan ni bukan gigi bongsu sebab ingat gigi ni tumbuh mase remaja2 je...around 18-20..saye dah 21...haha...padahal gigi ni bleh tumbuh sampai umur 30 tahun...

gigi ni kalau bahasa 'tinggi2' orang panggil third molar atau gigi geraham ketiga..kite panggil bongsu sebab die tumbuh paaling ujung..yang jadi sakit sebab rahang pun takde tempat untuk gigi ni tumbuh,gigi ni nak tumbuh sangat pastu die push2,tolak2 gigi geraham yang duk sebelah die..kalau sakit sangat kena la cabot sama ada gigi bongsu ni ataupun kalo tak leh nak nolong cabot gigi geraham sebelah die tu..tapi dalam kes saye,rasenye tak de la seseries ni..

kadang2 ley jadik nafas berbau sebab gigi ni maen ikot suke die je nak tumbuh kat mane...ade yang ditutupi dengan gusi,so sisa2 makanan terkumpul kat situ..jadikla bau gusi err...bau bakteria...ntahla..tapi bau yang tak menyenangkan la..
saye pun risau takot nafas berbau time bercakap dengan orang...asyek2 check bau mulut..hehehe..naseb baek takde bau...and asyek2 tanye orang.."bau tak?bau tak?"..huhu..oh!~tade bau pape!~

tapi even rase bengkak yang amat sampai mulut tak ley nak tutup rapat...sye still berselera nak makan...hoo yeah!~~~

saya tak paham orang,orang pun tak paham saya.

nama saya saidah.saya budak pelik sebab saya selalu je bipolar mood..kadang2 happy kadang2 badmood...memang sangat bahaya..saya setuju kalo orang cakap saya macam tu sebab memang pun...hehe...nak ubah tapi bila dah terbuat baru teringat...maapkan daku...tapi yang ni cite lain...duk pikir2 bende ni sampai tertido sebab confuse...tak paham...sampai sekarang tak paham2...sejak duk jengka,jauh dari family,kebanyakan masa diluangkan bersama-sama member2..aku perasan yang aku suke buat kerja dengan cepat...especially bab kemas bilik..bergerak dengan pantas sapu sane sini kadang2 sampai berpeluh2 padahal sapu sampah kat bilik yang kecik tu je,pastu kalau ade sampah or tin2 minuman kosong yang semalam punye tapi tak buang2 pn disapu skali..tapi sye tak badmood...baek2 saje~...kalo nak basuh baju kat bawah pun pack2 baju dalam bakul siap2 pagi tu,bergerak dengan pantas cari sabun basuh,comfort dan semua bahan2 basuh mesin..semua dilakukan dengan pantas..tak suke lambat2 nanti orang cakap malas or lembab(sebab penah kene..huh!-time kat matrik aku sapu bilik pastu rumate aku trus rampas aku punye penyapu die cakap geram tengok aku sapu cam budak malas...hahaha)..memang seme bende nak siap cepat lah!..(save mase nak tido bwahaha...sampai kat umah pun aku terbawak2 perangai ni...sidai kaen cepat2..masak cepat2..lipat kaen cepat2 then distibute kaen tu kemas letak kat bilik tuan empunye baju tu pun cepat!saje bergerak aktif consider cam exercise..kat umah memang kompen tak buat so ganti dengan keje2 rumah...dengan kate laen memang aku da terikot ikot lah!...mak aku pun tak suke buang mase contohnye bile da janji nak g shopping same,aku da siap,mak plak tak siap lagi,kalo aku duk nonong tengok mak tangah siap kompem aku kene bebel..so baek aku wat ape yang patut,cam check dapo da tutp ke blom...pintu tingkap da tutup ke tak...iron...then bukak gate -oh...dgn cepat of course...aku akan jadi slow kalo aku tak larat sangat...kalo ngantuk speed die makin naek...hohoho..tapi yang pelik skang ni...orang cakap aku mengamuk or tak puas hati or buat keje dengan terpaksa or buat keje dalam keadaan mejuk dan sewaktu dengannya bila aku disuruh buat keje sebab aku buat keje cepat2 even kecepatan tu tak diperlukan...hurm2...aku tak tau nak cakap ape sebab mase tu kene marah,nada die menakutkan so baek aku diam je...aku paham,situasinye berbeza sebab tu die ingat aku memberontak...abah aku pun cakap aku buat keje memberontak...hurmm...mungkin diorang tak perasan yang ini style aku bekerja...kene ubah ea?...ok2...speed kurang sket..kadang2 manusia ade banyak perangai pelik..contoh family aku,abah aku suke siap awal2 kalo nak g mane2,kadang2 nak gi hantar aku kat stesen bas tu mmg awal gile..mak aku plak kalo terlanggar barang2 kat dapo mesti die marah,padahal bukannye slalu langgar,kadang2 mak pn penah langgar2 barang kat dapo...hehehehehe...akak aku plak,kalo borak ngan die time die tgh wat keje,mesti kene ulang 2 kali,sbb die mesti"huh?"...padahal die denga je pe yg kite borak td...hahahaha...aku plak...suke wat keje cepat2 sampai ramai yang terasa dengan perangai aku ni...

joke

it just a joke..or perbualan kecik2..or remeh temeh...dont take it serious...haehhhh

jgn post...tlg jgn post!~

im not stand up something yg xbetul...im just giving up my opinion...then include.."huhuhu"..that means dont take it seriously..it just my opinion..and i will include..."kalo saye..."...and it does n0t mean, i dont accept anyone else opinion and says they are wrong and i am always right...masing2 ada opinion sndri...dan saya hanya nk meluahkan pendapat saya...kalau ada yang terasa dengan cara saya,saya minta maaf dan akan ubah maybe sesuai buat cara eunhyuk...last sentence.."awk tetap cantek"...hehehehehe....ok wat?!~...XDXDXD

love the one that u were not really close

an experiment secara xlangsung from sekolah rendah till now..bile da separate..yg tak rapat tu jadi saaanggaatt rapat...yg rapat tu ntah kemana ntah...xdengar berita pn...hmmm...

one day working at parkway!

i learn so many things...wrap the present,buat keychain,susun kotak,dapat kawan baru...gaji pn ok...best!sy tanak quit..but what can i do..when abah say no..it means no!...actually abah not really say no,but then when i see his condition...(abah ada gout sakit kaki susah nak jalan) i just accept whatever decision he made for me..tak sampai hati nk argue..i know it is for my own sake..my own safety(sbb balik keje malam2)..thou i need the money so badly,bukan saje2 nak keje,it does not mean that i could not gain money kalo duk rumah je...there are soo many things to do..boleh buat business kan?so i think of something...ingat nak buat brooch,headband,hairclip...i means crafty stuff...i can do that..(even ta penah buat tapi dulu2 penah jahet insang pari..pandai jgak la)..modal pn xbrape besa..hurmm...i do not know why i just worry about money..i just can ask a money from my sis,my abah...but i do not want that...i want to use my own money..i want to be independent...i want to drive a car...i want to be reliable..i want to learn something,doing all adult stuff by my own..i want to help people especially helping mak and abah..like buang sampah,tlg bayar roadtax,bill2..i'm 21 almost 22 (thn depan bulan 4 la) but still tak kenal dunia..the risk..seme2 tu...i need to know all that...please...i'm begging you..i'm not a kid..i'm old enough and it's time for me to take care of you..T.T..i just love you more than anything else,even risking my life....

da abes diploma!insyaAllah...

salam!~

(mode : nk tulis blog pnjg2)

8/11
lame gle xupdate blog...final exam da abes tp result xjamin sgt...last paper,physic material science...xsusah sgt,tp susah jgakla..ntahla..hehe..insyaAllah with flying colors..lps exm trus bungkus barang dlm kotak nk post kat umah sbb nk g jln dlu b4 balik..hehe..k.mus n fiza teman g post kat skynet..last kuar jln2 kat bandar pusat jengka..(kot la)...pastu g kfc..last mkn2 ngn rumate..T.T...series sedih sgt...tp xtunjuk je...tough beb...hahaha..konon sgt...nk touching kene la sorang2...xmaen nk depan2..huhu...sy sayang awk2 seme!syg sgt2 smpai mati!series!tlg jgn lost contact sbb sy syg gle2 awk2 seme!~~~~..huhu...ok dah dah...ehem...



9/11





g kl naek metrobus..gerak skali ngan k.mus n fiza...syuk hantar g bandar jengka..naek bas kat sane...tq kwn2!~huhu...salam ngn diorg...haehh....sedey2~..naek bas sorang2...xrase pn lame sbb sy mmg suke tdo dlm bas..bgn2 je da nak sampai..hee..pastu tunggu kat stesen bas pekeliling...hanis n farid dtg amek tp lmbt sket sbb ade emergency..hanis bwk baby muiz...bdak comel n baek..hehe..tensen gle duk kat stesen bas dikelilingi perokok2..at last spray saje deodorant depan2 diorng...busuk seyh bau rokok kamoo!~...tunggu...wait...wait...lg....hanis sampai...then g amek syahidatul atiqah kat tmn melawati..pastu g makan,balik umah hanis....

malam tu g i-city
kul 9 baru gerak.mmg chanteq sgt2!~xpuas...kpd photographer,mesti xpuas duk situ amek2 gamba..huhu..kesian hanis kene drive mlm2...huhu..tq!~






10hb



yeayyyy....tentative hari ini -ice skating dan wall climbing!~
mmg lame gile da sgt2 nk wall climbing...suke2!~~~n mmg best!..xpuas hati sbb fail buat swing..len kali nk wat smpai dpt.hari tu penat sgt,tgn pn da gigil...ice skating pn fail...byk kali kot jatuh..hahaha...tp puas hati g jln...hehehe...tq hanis,adeq n farid...XD