makhluk Tuhan yg hina ini tidak seksi...

bismillahirahmanirrahim..
ehemm..
one of my friend asked me "how can i change myself to be o gOod person?"..not because she's 'bad',she's the great person i ever know. she always think positive about someone and everything else!she's humble, really love her friends,kind of course..and everybody like her including me!i'm very comfortable with her and i started to like her so much..(as a friend laa)..she just want to change herself to be someone that..that...err...what we call that...can be classified as...'dari segi rohani dan jasmani?'..ehee..she want to wear a tudung and appropriate cloth for a muslim all the time..it's gOod for her and i impress..but she asked the wrong person..hhaha..and how i answered it?..ehem..."ntah..kadang2 mls nk ckp sbb sme dah besa, dah tau the do and the don't. dosa, pahala so depends on masing2 la kot.."..(bengong pnye jwpn pale hotak haiippp tuihhh pnye org iaitu aku..shame on me!!!)
i don't feel like i'm able to answer this question because the answer should be like..
-->kte kne smayang,jgn tinggal smayang sbb seme yg kita buat relate ngan semayang.kalo smayang kita xsempurna mcm2 bleh jadik..sbb tu org yg smayang pn slalu je ngumoat dan suka bergosip..(aku la tu)..org yg smayang tp still buat maksiat dan sesuatu yang mendekatkan diri kepada maksiat atau zina..(mintak jauh ya Allah)..org yang smayang tp still buat perkara yang lagha..(aku jgak tu..T_T)..jadi,kalo smayang itu sempurna maka eloklah peribadi dan akhlak,ibadah dan syariah ye ye..pokoknya,kita perlu sempurna solatnya bu..walopn slalu smayang cukup..tepat pd waktunya,tp still xjadik lg check balik plak..mungkin smayang itu sepantas kilat super sonic ataupn..(aku sbg insan yang lemah smayang xkusyuk..isk3..).dan mungkin juga pasal rukun solat..em..ble dah sempurna..kita akan takot nk wat perkara yg Allah larang..dan petua seorang hamka..igt mati..xnk dicabut nyawa semasa mengumpat topik hangat xsempat nk minta maaf,xnk dicabut nyawa semasa buat maksiat,xnk dicabut nyawa sms buat laranganNya..so seme tekena kat batang hidung aku sendri dan mungkin sbb itu aku jwp jwpn yg agak hampeh dan bengong utk lindingu diri aku sndri dan aku tau itu salah..

the answer is simple..i mean..it's just my point of view.from a person who is not ustazah dan bukan jua dari SMKA..aku byk wat salah dan tolonglah tegur aku..as long as niat krn Allah bleh je nk brubah,jgn slhkan sape2 the thing goes like this..and i want to apologize to my friend..maaf sbb jwp mcm tu dan dijwb lg skali di sini (for my note) sbb takot ditanye diakhirat...

copy paste from greenrosse.blogspot.com:

berapa ramai yang suka mengingatkan tetapi diri sendiri melupakan @ buat2 lupa

berapa ramai yang asyik menasihati orang lain tetapi bila dinasihati buat2 tak tahu

berapa ramai yang pesan kepada kebaikan tetapi lupa berbuat pada diri sendiri

berapa ramai yang menerima amanah tetapi tak melaksanakannya

berapa ramai menasihat orang lain supaya menyayangi semua makhluk tetapi dia sendiri tak menyayangi sepenuhnya makhluk2 Allah dan membenci sebahagiannya

berapa ramai menyampaikan ilmu tetapi tak mengamalkannya

maaf curi karya penulisan blog org len..sambil2 tu iklankan blog tu skali..hehe

aku rindu mereka

31st may 2009,all of us will go to Labuan to give a big surprise for Nasuha and Nasihin. Can't even wait to see them. They said Nasuha is bigger and taller than everyone else in his class but Nasihin is thinner than before. It been about one year i didn't see them. I'm so glad, having a chance to see them in Labuan but, do they remember me? i didn't talk to them since they've gone there. My friends call me as 'Makcik yang penyayang' because i always talk about how sweet Nasuha n NAsihin are and their pictures are all over my place i mean..my stuff..my friendster profile,wallpaper for my phone,my lappy,ym..and i watch their video on my phone every night till i asleep. Maybe, i am 'Makcik yang penyanyang' but i don't even call them..i don't know why,but deep inside me, i totally miss them. So much!. i do want to talk to them, i do want them to sing a birthday song to me and i do want to hear they call me 'cik su' everyday! i know if i want all that happen i should call them and let them hear my voice so that it always remain in their heart. but ... i DON'T know why...i really sure they don't have any idea who i am when we meet soon in labuan..and kids..when they dOn't know who you are,they will..ignore you and worst,they scare..i'll try to be nice,very nice,just keep smiling..try to great,kind,fabulous,sweet 'cik su' to them and make them remember me for eternity!..'cik cu yang hebat!'....waaaaaaaaaa..please remember me!!!!..i'm your cikcu!!!!!!..isk3..nk tiop weh...

jaga2..

salam..

athma aku dtg lagi!!!
lame sgt menghilang sampai aku lupe camne nk gune inhaler..huhu
selak2 kotak inhaler,sib bek jumpe instruction..ehehe..sakit thathe maa..!~

life in Jengka?

salam

kalo org ty aku blaja kat mn,aku ckp uitm Jengka,seme org tau kat mn..tp dlu aku mmg bengap sbb xtau jengka kat mn..ahaha..dan bagaimana rupa jengka tu...diselubungi misteri~..ehehe...byk jgak dgr cte negatif pasal Jengka,tp ble dah duk sini,i dOn't think that way..kwsnnye mmgla agak pedalaman,ade kelapa sawit byk,bandar pn pe je ade..aku plak jenis yg xsuke g jln2 sbb nanti ade fulus prOb..ehheee..mcm kat matrik melaka,aku xmenyedari fulus prOb sbb ade 2 ribu dlm bank,so g MP,MC,tesco,dataran pahlawan..ikut ske rase nk pegi..tp tu pn xbrape nk kerap mcm org len..so,kat sini lg la mls nk jln2..walopn bleh je nk g temerloh.mmg aku akui,agak bOsan,tp ble dah sthn lebih kat sini rs mcm ok je kot..cume yg masalah sistem uitm JEngka je..agak ketinggalan sket..life sbenarnye xkisah kat mn kte berada tp dgn sape kte kawan..

ms tadika,aku xbrape nk igt sgt..tp igt lg kasih syg cikgu aku..cey..
sek rendah plak,terima kasih kpd adik beradik aku sbb m'femeskan aku,sbb adik bradik aku seme kat situ,so cg2 seme kenal aku..kwan2 plak..saaangaaat baik!..walopn dh lame xcontact tp slalu bg aku kad raye..
sek men..mmg lame xjumpe ngan kawan2 lame..tp slalu je bukak tenet nampak diorang..huhu..chat dan kalo dlu men poOl kat Ym...hehe..pastu cuti sem slalu kuar same2
n then matrik..first time duk asrama, n u guys make me feels like home!
pastu uitm jengka..dpt raaaaaaammaii sgt kawan!..n first time jgak smbut b'day ramai2 kat bilik..membe yg still melekat ngan aku dr orientasi smpai skang..si syira or a.k.a tOng!~kitorg mmg otak gle2 bengOng,suke berjimat dan same2 pemalas..ahak2..best g shopping ngan tOng..hehe..dan raaammmaaaii lg yg aku ske..satu kelas bleh masuk..ble dah amik fizik,dpt jumpe ngan bdak2 lain plak...

xtau kenapa..tp rase mcm sgt hargai membe2 aku...ari ni bkn friendship day eh?...ok...salah pOst..=p

merisik...ehehe

salam..

hari ni mak,abah,makcik,pakcik aku g umah bakal tunang sepupu aku.(merisik eh?)..aku xtau nape aku plak yg excited nk suh mak abah aku pakai lawa2..mase abah aku g smayang jumaat,mak aku seboOk bukak almari carik baju mn nk pakai..lastly,aku bagi pinjam baju kurung aku..ahahah..aku baru nk berjimat,tanak wat baju kurung lg nanti raya,nk pakai yg lame je..(maksud aku baju yg mak aku buat utk aku g dinner)..eheh..xpe ar..lawa gak mak aku pakai baju aku tu..lgpn baju kurung tu mak aku mmg suke,g kedai kain kate kain tu best,lembut dan sejuk tbe2 mak aku beli,buatkan baju utk aku plak..hehe..so, now it's yOurs!~..pastu carik baju utk abah aku plak,matching ngan mak aku..huhue..
kawen..kawen..kawen...tringat plak akak aku...eh..x..x..ahaha..tringat kat cite ustazah hafizah pasal bab merisik dan lakonan kitorang.."konflik memilih pasangan yang sekufu"...ahah..watak aku..'edy'..DR yg gatal dan ngengadek..xsangka aku leh bwk watak tu dgn berjaye...ahahah..berlatih satu mlm je,sakit pewOt gelak..drp watak baik tukar jadi watak gatal...haddOii

pandang bawah!

salam...

kalo ade org gle kat tepi jalan ckp.."weyyy...tepi2...ade kete tu!"..do u want to listen to him,look back and move away?..or just walk and ignore him because he's crazy?..i chOose to trust the guy even though he hav mental disorder..kalo die tpu skalipun,org gle tu just gelak je kite xde rugi pape pn..(mestilakan..xde conth yg bijak..(T.T)) ..baek!~my pOint is...hidOp ni jgn pandang rendah kat org len..sape kate org yg tak berpelajaran xleh berjaye?ade raaaaaaaaamaaai sgt yg xbrape nk pass spm tu skang dah berjaye..sejak mcD dibOikot,burger ramly pilihan saye!..ehee..tau x ramly tak penah masuk U?sijil spm jer sudah!~(ramly...cam membe aku je pggl camtu..ehem..MR RAMLY BIN MOKNI)..satu mesia makan burger die..cube ckp sape yg xpenah mkn burger ramly?..murah dan enak..1.50 je..
em,ckp pasal mesia..jgn igt yg dh berjaye skang pn xpenah gagal dlm hidup die,Anuar Ibrahim:..penah repeat paper tau..huhu,pastu xley g blaja oversea plak tu..same gak DR Mahathir..gagal dpt biasiswa nk g blajo oversea..
so,kalo rase down sgt..muhasabah diri kite dlu..kejayaan xdt bergolek..mmg ade je org yg smOoth je die pnye sistem pmbelajaran tu,lps upsr dpt jadi best student,pastu dpt mrsm ke pape yg femes,pastu pmr,spm,best student lg..lps spm smbg blaja g oversea,abis je trus dpt keje,gaji puluh2 ribu..pastu kawen(bini lawa cun gle,suami hensem gile bapak..haha),dpt anak(anak cOmel plak tu)...hepi ever after...wahhhhh...alhamdulillah!
tp jarang kot ade...
ape2 pn...bersyukur dengan nikmat yg diberikan..
usaha dan tawakal mesti ade
setiap bende yg berlaku mesti ade hikmahnye...
lg2...



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c0me t0 mama!

salam..
ok..i'm t0o young to b a m0m..hahahaha..ok2...aku suke gile baby sb mereka c0mel..sgt2!!..xkire ar baby sape..dan SEMUA baby tembam,bulat comel!..kalo jumpe mn2 mesti aku tgk je baby tu...imagine aku duk cubit pp..penyek dan uli2...gerammmmm...mmm...mmmmm....i d0n't feel anything when i see a cat or a kitten..(mayb a lil bit)..tp kalo ngan baby...ish....iiishhhh....hisshhhhh.....kenape sgt c0mel...nasuha..nasihin...c0bit pp..mkn mulut muncung tu...si mate sepet+bulat...???..akak aku ske cium mulut baby..die kate best bau die..nk tau bau cane try ar wat sendiri...naluri keibuan tul..ahaha..ade satu cte pasal 2-month-old baby..cucu membe abah aku..die suke thn nafas time azan...bukan disengajakan atau menyeksa diri ye kawan2...tp..sbb terlalu khusyuk dengar azan sampai lupe nk bernafas..diam je...wahhhhh....masyaAllah...aku yg id0p 20 thn xpenah pn denga azan mcm tu skali...siap b0rak2 lg(memperlahankan suara tp still borak...hampeh..)..so...baby itu suci...ehehehe..mse mgandung bawak2 la denga azan atau bacaan Quran..kan kan kan...

langkawi...

let it go...
duk kat umah lg bestkan?...
next..trip to labuan with family!~

things we did on...stadi week..

actually bende dah lepas..saje nk tulis sbb pk blik cam satu yg pelik dan kelakar..ekhee..bkn aku je...m0st of us!

1.1 day...never ever think about final exam..its a hols!..(hang out wif mah luvly family celebrating mah birthday!!12 april...ehem2)..n it's time to watch a m0vie..ketuk pintu bilik sebelah..."ade muvie best x?"..siap bawak pendrive lagi...
2.girls...so..lepak bilik membe or kumpul seme rumate..gossiping!~ sambil mkn nasik lemak...
3.kusyuk ngadap laptop men game...(sape ley cabar aku men parking dash o rocket mania o mcf??haha)..kdg2 men mcf(mystery case file) bleh menarik ramai org datang bilik..j0m kite cari barang same2..sampai dah igt barang tu tesorok kat mn without l0oking on the screen..'eyy...siput kat ne e?...-tuu,,ade...kat celah almari!'...or..wey..bg aku kamus..xpaham bende pe yg suh carik...cpt2..ade 10 minit lg ni!!!'...ceh...kelas bel xpenah2 pn bawak kamus..
4.lapo....berpecah carik megi!...(ni aku ngan rumate aku je ar kot..pemalas sgt nk turun bwh mkn)..ketuk pintu...carik bilik sasaran utama.."ade megi kari x???~"...
5.perang lastik gune hairband..dan perisai bantal!!!
6.nyanyi..(we r da backup singer)..haha..hanc0 lagu..
7.stadi ar...pe lagi...dahhh...bukak buku seme!!!!...



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final exam!!!!

gap 3 ari for d next paper...we were really seriez...(k0t)...
then....gap 1 week for d next paper..its a h0liday?!..or mayb stadi kat umah..
n again...men game?!..movie?!..0ops...jgn berfikiran negatif terhadap kami...ade je yg pengsan sbb study hard..kalo men,men btol2...kalo blaja,blaja bt0l2..

haha...all da best to us!!!.insyaAllah...


*****my birthday story...
mak abah n kuden g temerloh just for celebrating my b'day!!!tq2...
i luv my parents!..its priceless!~..


i noe...i noe...adik saidah sgt sgt...sgt...sgt.....ehehehehehe


a gap between me and abah all bcoz of the katak!!

nyanny0ok

Salam…
Yeap..i’m typing this during final exam, week 2 n 2 more papers to go..xsabo nk balik…but this is not the thing I want talk about, I mean just a lil bit about final exam, or maybe it is all about..(??)..anyway!..one question that keep bothering me..it’s happen to me and also to everybody I guess..the question is….kenapakah…kenapakah student slalu byk beribadah, bace Quran, jadi baik just before exam?cam esk nk exam, bgn subuh awal…esk nk exam, lps maghrib trus bce Quran byk2, atau esk nk exam bgn smayang tahjud atau solat sunat hajat…positive thinking; camni better dari org yg stadi xigt akhirat sampai xsempat nk smayang fardhu…but the point here, why not kite truskan usaha kita berjaya dunia akhirat. Bukan nk suh wajibkan smayang hajat, wajib bace yassin, tapi kalo nk wajibkan, bia seme amalan sunat jadi routine yg tu lg bagus, Allah pn suke…slagi kite ade mase nk wat seme amalan2 sunat tu truskan lah drp wat bende yg xberfaedah..xsalah nk enjoy lps paper tp igt Tuhan la sket kn…lps abes je paper trus tido smpai smayang lambat....mcm ble Allah dah tlg kite jwb exam, trus kite lupe Dia..kalo kite wat camni kat membe, mesti lps tu rase bersalah..yg rase bersalah lps smayang lambat alhamdulillah,tp kalo xrase pape lepas tu,x tau nk ckp…yeap..yeap… who am I to giv a talk about dis coz I’m also from that kind of person…